ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT MY FIANCÉE

I tried to call him today but he is not picking up the fone or even reply my msg so I'm somehow worrying whether he is alright or not because he is staying alone. Hope he is fine though :) Since he is back from Japan, timing is different so he all the time feel tired. I dont know what's wrong with me these days, eventhough I know that he has reasonable excuses for not replying my msg or calling me when he was in Tokyo, but I still feel very bad and I cry all the time. Maybe I just miss him very much. Im trying to think possitve about our relationship but it doesnt seem to be bright as we have to travel all the time to see each other, but I love him so much.... so no choice :) I have to cheer myself up. Hence, I finally got my holiday fixed so I will visit him in April.... cant wait to see him again.