Weekend!

Today I went to work in the morning, finished around 1pmish and went back home for Lunch. After a nap, i went swimming alone. The weather was just too hot so swimming was great for me :) After burning calories, I and my parents went to have dinner at Thai Restaurant, it was nice dinner. We went shopping and then back home to play chess, I was the 2nd after my mom and it took us 1.30hrs to finish the game hahaha. I came back to my room after that and got an email from my BF, actually Im trying to keep myself busy in order no to think about him as I know that If Im free, I will think about him all the time. I told him that I will not be disturbing him for the next 3 weeks until he is done with his exam and Im doing it. But when i got his email I felt bad bcs in his email, there aint love in it, just a dry email to ask how my day was, how I am and then good night, sleep well!!! Noone could think it's an email that a bf write for a gf... I just have no comment, Im just really upset about him day after day, but what to do, that's how he is. I think that just one day he really loose sth then he will know how to treat a girl in a propoer way and understand her more. Everytime, Im upset about him, I just cant tell me bcs he does not have any reaction after I tell him, just like talking to the wall or a cold person, so I have to use this Blog to write everything out otherwise I will be in a mess of myself...

I really hope that his study ends as soon as possible, hope that his study will be moving smoothly bcs if I have to wait for longer time than we expected, I will be crazy and for sure this relationship will never work. I just dont know what to do with this relationship!!!!

I just cross my fingers for it!!!

Time to sleep and looking forward to have brighter day!