A HAPPY AND PITY DAY!

Today.. hmm or should I say yesterday hehe.. bcs its already 1.15am here in UK. My day off was gone so fast. I woke up at 10am and checked my email, suprisingly I got an email from Park Hyatt Saigon to ask me for an interview.. I knew that if I did not give up at the first place, I will get a better answer :). However, today is also a happy day for Ian who is Fiancial Controller of Shap Wells hotel, but a sad day for me as today is his last day at work. I am very happy for him bcs he can get out of this stupid place, noone from the office came to say goodbye to him, such a bad management team over here. They put their personal feeling into their professional job too much, I have never seen such an organization like this. I felt bad for him from that point of view, I am sad ofcourse because there wont be anyone from the office that would listen to me like he used to be, no matter where he is , he is still my BUDDY :). As his last day, we, including me, Ian and Lewis (new FC replace Ian, nice guy though), we went out for dinner at a Chinese Restaurant in Penrith, the food was ok but the night out with them was nice, so I enjoyed. When I am back to my room, I talked to Doruk nicely without aruging. It was the nicest talk we have so far sinc he is back. By talking to him, I feel much better and more cheerful. However, my worry about our relationship is still there. I wish I have the ability to follow him wherever he goes, but I cant do it. Omg... help me... I really miss him though... If he didnt call, I would go nut hahahha... there is no word can describe how much I love him :) Hmmm... I guess its time for me to go to bed... Late shift 2moro, dont feel like going to work but I have to keep it up for 2 months then ADIOS STUPIDO SHAP!!! heheheh

ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT MY FIANCÉE

I tried to call him today but he is not picking up the fone or even reply my msg so I'm somehow worrying whether he is alright or not because he is staying alone. Hope he is fine though :) Since he is back from Japan, timing is different so he all the time feel tired. I dont know what's wrong with me these days, eventhough I know that he has reasonable excuses for not replying my msg or calling me when he was in Tokyo, but I still feel very bad and I cry all the time. Maybe I just miss him very much. Im trying to think possitve about our relationship but it doesnt seem to be bright as we have to travel all the time to see each other, but I love him so much.... so no choice :) I have to cheer myself up. Hence, I finally got my holiday fixed so I will visit him in April.... cant wait to see him again.

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After reading and viewing my friend, Rohini, blog, I also feel like creating one so that I can write down whatever I am thinking and worrying. Hope it will help. Thanks Rohini :)