Loosing feeling!

Love is always complicated, especially when 2 person are so far away from each other. My boyfriend seems to change his feeling to me or is he just too busy to think about me??? I really dont know what he is thinking, Im somehow really upset because he doesnt care about me much like he used to do... I really miss him and love him so much, wish he knew that, nothing can describe my love for him, I wish that I could get visa and have a permit to work and stay in Switzerland w him, everything will get better for sure. It's so difficult for both of us, especially girls always think more than guys and always think about sill stuff, eventhough I know its wrong but still, cant stop thinking about it, think about the day that he would leave me if its really happend, I really dont know what I gonna do.... I just love him to much to loose him... I could do anything for him.... I wish that he's done w his study long time ago, then everything is so easy for us right now... I always stuck with this silly thing.... WHAT CAN I DO????????????????????' I really wanna cry out loud and scream to say that ' BABY, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, WHY CANT YOU LOVE ME THE SAME WAY U USED TO BE?' Have I done anything wrong???? or he is just too excited with everything new around him. I wish that he could tell me all the things that he is thinking. A day without him is so miserable, I never thought that I would love a person this much! Will I derserve true love? Will we be together forever????? Thats what I really want but I dont know about my other half!!!!

Worrying!!!!

I gonna work in Sale Department next month, I dont know how well I can cooperate with my colleagues as I hv no experiences and everyone seems to be so good in Sale department, so much stress for me right now, not only because alot of compentency but also because I am named as studying abroad so the expectation is kinda high and I dont want to loose face, I have to keep my pride.... so much stress, dont know what to do.

On the other hand, my boss asked me to go up to sale office to learn about the system but some how, the time wasnt right for me, I always has the same working hours with sale department, therefore I couldnt get chance or time to go up there and learn. When my boss told me I felt that he is kinda angry because he my think that I am not putting my effort to get ready for my new challange in sale department, dont know what to do!!!!!!! I should get my ass up there 2moro i think... Heya... maybe u r thinking too much Silly LIly!!!

Already over 3 months in Vietnam!

Finally I have time to update my blog... I am now having my training in Banquet department, compare to Housekeeping and Front Office, Banquet is less organized I have to say. They work without any log book, I hate that the most and that's also the cause of all complaints and missed communication. In October, I gonna work for sale department as a Meeting service coordinator and I have to work with them, so It gonna be fun for me ha..ha..ha....
Time has passed so fast, my dear friends whom I met on the first days, are going to leave the hotel as their internship gonna end soon, I will miss them a lot, miss the time we got trained in Housekeeping together, miss the time we talk about silly things in the Canteen, miss our laughter :) Even though they are younger than me but somehow we got along quite well... Hope we can manage to meet up after they leave.
At this moment, I miss my dear boyfriend so much, I just wish that I could be in Switzerland right now so that I can see him and share my time with him.. An advice for anyone wants to hv a distant relationship, better not to have it as it is really tough and u gonna cry a lot.......(special advice for girls). But when u love someone, it's really hard to say... Anyways, I really love my boyfriend and I always give hope for this relationship :) Ich liebe dich so viel, mein Schatz!